2018apr07 • I’m not ready…

I’m not ready! Despite all my years of nursing training, I’m not ready! Despite working in elderly homes and hospitals overflowing with geriatric patients, I’m just not ready! Not ready to see this superwomen, a 89-year (probably 92 years) old lady who not only raised 5 kids of her own, she single-handedly raised me andContinue reading “2018apr07 • I’m not ready…”

2018mar16 • 單細胞生物的標準

2018mar16 • 愚蠢的人吶 從昨天起,腦子裡就一直在響著這首歌… 「想念你的笑 想念你的外套 想念你白色襪子 和你身上的味道 我想念你的吻 和手指淡淡煙草味道 記憶中曾被愛的味道」~♪ 真的覺得自己「有時候」是無可救藥的愚蠢啊! 上個月底,終於確認了要去朋友的婚禮,因為到3月17號當天才拿帖子,她就先發了電子版給我。我也確實有看喔,還轉發了給另一個朋友,也有把日期時間紀錄在apple calendar上。萬無一失了。 從昨天起,已經想好今天要去參加婚禮。很有交代地昨天報導了,今天不要預備我晚餐。也老早換好衣服,準時出門。從新界到尖沙嘴,距離雖不遠,但還是開了電子帖子確認地點,還是要換幾班捷運車。終於到了尖沙嘴,還特地問其他朋友們在哪裡?到了嗎?要不要一起回合上去? 那個朋友沒有立刻回覆,大概是被我問題迷惑了? 也許連潛意識都覺得怪怪的,看了一眼手機上顯示的時間,也瞄到時間下面的日期…今天是16號耶! OMG… 不過也因為這樣突然多了一個晚上的自由空間。也多了點時間,聊聊天,幻想一下, 如果,萬一,當時,能夠多一點點愚蠢,多一點點衝動,如果可以不顧前因後果,那我們今天的稱呼,會不會真的是…

2018feb28 • 等開飯

前幾天,和媽咪有點不和。她很著急,怕我生活習慣不好,怕我不會煮飯,怕我不能照顧好自己,怕我跟妹妹吵架,怕我們被欺負。我跟她說,為什麼要這麼擔心,就不能相信我嗎?可這個要求,要求得很容易,我何曾又相信別人呢?我又何曾相信祂呢? Couple days ago, after I moved back home, Mommi and I had a disagreement over cooking dinner. She was anxious, worried I didn’t have a healthy lifestyle habit, worried I couldn’t cook for myself, worried we’d eat out everyday, worried I wouldn’t get along with my sister, worried we wouldn’t be able to fendContinue reading “2018feb28 • 等開飯”

2018Feb16 • Happi CNY

2018 February 16 • Happi Chinese New Year Supposedly a very joyous family occasion, but somewhere, it just became tedious. I’m happy for all the time I get to spend with family and friends, but why does it feel like something just ain’t right? Why does a festive day to celebrate and give good will,Continue reading “2018Feb16 • Happi CNY”

2018Feb10 • Owwie…

2018Feb10 • Owwie Never even saw it coming. Trying to get off the bus in time before the door closes, the tones beep as if they were about to close, so I make a leap… and fell… Orz… Landing with both hands and knees on the pavement, and momentarily so dizzy I couldn’t get up.Continue reading “2018Feb10 • Owwie…”

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