Author Archives: Da✿

2018feb18 • Pretty Flowers 新年花朵🌺 Mommi got these somewhere near SZ before the Chinese New Years..

2017Dec31 • 2018Jan01 Farewell 2017, end of another year; concluded a 4 year work at PY where I tested my endurance, persevered, learnt a lot, and met a lot of different friends; breakdown of something I had always thought was safe and sturdy, hoping it will rebuilt into something stronger; thought I couldn’t make itContinue reading “Farewell 2017, Welcome 2018”

2017Oct24 • Tuesday Whitening regimen Clinique Fresh Pressed 活性維他命C 抗氧活膚激活精華 Bought this Clinique Fresh Pressed under some of my friends’ recommendation. It says it’s a “daily booster with pure Vitamin C 10%” to “brighten, even, retexturize”. Just like your morning fresh-pressed juice or vitamin helps you stay healthy on the inside, this super-potent Booster wasContinue reading “2017Oct24 • Clinique Fresh Pressed”

These few months, our disagreements all seem to revolve around this one issue. I wish I could say with your confidence, that I don’t want to pursue this any further. I guess change is a scary prospect for me. Can I expect that everything will go back to normal after this? But what can IContinue reading “2017Oct22 • Expectations”

2017Oct10 • Tuesday 一個night內cert兩個，我好似又創下這個ward的新紀錄～   (((…洋蔥文…))) *･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)’･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･* 下午，住老人院的老婆婆只有老伯伯陪著進醫院。老伯伯很聾，帶著耳機，還要姑娘很大聲講才聽得到。「婆婆有冇食物藥物敏感架？」伯伯「吓」了三次才回答「冇啊，婆婆未食嘢啊」。回答不出細節，只是一味說「婆婆痛，婆婆唔舒服」。看見探病時間即將結束，老伯伯準備離開，有姑娘卻在門口把他叫住，問他「不等醫生先了解初步情況嗎？」，他很感激地又一步一步慢慢走回床邊，靜靜坐在婆婆身邊等待。 旁晚，婆婆突然含氧量急跌呼吸困難心跳血壓也慢下，要插喉管才維持呼吸。院方醫生護士打了好幾十通電話，卻還是聯絡不上家人，或許伯伯太聾也聽不到電話響。最後聯絡上兒女，但卻很冷淡的接受「不作心肺復甦」也說明自己要上班不能來。 半夜，兒女們總算趕來了，進入病房，還要姑娘帶到病床前才模糊認出懷胎十月而生他們的母親。話不到兩句，就已經聚集係護士站準備想離開了。聽醫生講解完，醫生護士特別強調可能活不到明天，子女也只說「晚上無論什麼情況不用再打來了，大家早上還要工作」，然後就各自回家睡覺，也不願意帶老伯伯來。 凌晨，婆婆心跳從38下降剩一分鐘27下，血壓也開始站不穩了。姑娘忍不住還是打了電話，再一次強調婆婆情況很不妙，趕快通知家人來看她最後一面吧。女兒最終說「好吧我跟家人討論一下看誰來」。雖然最後還是帶了行動很不方便的老伯伯來了，但老伯伯用那舊舊的抹布擦走眼淚後看到老婆婆的那一面，卻已經只能看見婆婆剩下的空殼子。曾經陪伴在身邊的影子已不在。